The Watchtower Read online

  To our daughters, Nora and Maggie

  Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  1. The Pigeon

  2. Shattered Glass

  3. Jean Robin

  4. The Party

  5. The Labyrinth

  6. Alchemy of Blood

  7. The Octopus

  8. A Cloaked Figure

  9. Edelweiss

  10. Lightning

  11. Queen of the Woods

  12. Atomsight

  13. Harlequin

  14. Euclid

  15. The Wild Hunt

  16. The Black Bird

  17. The Astrologer’s Tower

  18. A Voice like Leaves

  19. The Vestiges

  20. Effigy in Stone

  21. Love in the Woods

  22. The Reeds

  23. The Most Scientific Medicine

  24. The Standing Stones

  25. A Poem and a Letter

  26. Blood Moon

  27. 1602: Primordial Heat

  28. The Brooch

  29. The Swimmer

  30. Signal

  31. The Beast

  32. The Watchtower

  33. Château Hell

  34. The Hotel of Crocodiles

  35. The Timepiece

  Tor Books by Lee Carroll

  Copyright

  Acknowledgments

  We thank once more our most perceptive and helpful U.S. editor, Paul Stevens, our publicity person at Tor Books, Aisha Cloud, and the fine agents who sold the trilogy, Loretta Barrett and Nick Mullendore. First-time thanks go to our astute new agent, Robin Rue, the most energetic and enthusiastic Simon Taylor and Lynsey Dalladay at our British publisher, Transworld, and our editor, Sebastian Pirling, at our German publisher, Heyne/Random House, who have all been fabulously supportive.

  We would like to thank the brilliant poet and critic Eric Ormsby for his public and private support for Lee Carroll. As The Watchtower is part of a trilogy, we renew our gratitude for all those mentioned in Black Swan Rising: Harry Steven Lazerus, Wendy Gold Rossi, Scott Silverman, Nora Slonimsky, Maggie Vicknair, Ed Bernstein, and Sharon Kazzam. We’d also like to thank Amy Avnet for her advice on jewelry making. Deborah Harkness’s outstanding scholarly work on Elizabethan science, The Jewel House, has provided invaluable background information.

  Wonderful poets and writers Katherine Hastings (Updraft and Sidhe), Elizabeth Coleman (The Saint of Lost Things and Let’s), Marcia Golub (Secret Correspondence and Tale of the Forgotten Woman), and Lauren Lipton (It’s About Your Husband and Mating Rituals of the North American Wasp) have rendered superb feedback to Lee Carroll as both novelist and poet.

  The Will Hughes poem “Her Ship’s Dark Shape Drifts Slowly toward the Sun” was published in slightly different form and under the title “Farewell” in Pythagoras in Love by Lee Slonimsky, and appears by kind permission of Orchises Press.

  Nothing would be possible without our loving and supportive families.

  1

  The Pigeon

  The park outside the church smelled like pigeon droppings and cat pee. At least I hoped it was cat pee. After my first week in Paris, I realized that I hadn’t seen any cats. Pigeons, yes. Each morning I sat with the pigeons and the still sleeping homeless people, waiting for my chance to sit inside the smallest, and surely the dimmest, little church in Paris in order to wait some more … for what I wasn’t sure. A sign. But I didn’t even know what form that sign would take.

  It had all started with a silver box I found in an antiques shop in Manhattan, which I had unwittingly opened for the evil Dr. John Dee—yes, John Dee, Queen Elizabeth’s alchemist, who should have been dead almost four hundred years, but wasn’t—unleashing the demons of discord and despair onto New York City. With the help of some fairies—Oberon, Puck, Ariel … the whole Shakespearean crew plus a diminutive fire sprite named Lol—I had gotten the box back and closed it, only to have it stolen by Will Hughes, a rather charming four-hundred-year-old vampire whom I’d fallen in love with. Will had taken it to open a door to the Summer Country and release a creature who could make him mortal again so we could be together, so I suppose I could forgive him for that. But why hadn’t he taken me with him? I would have followed Will on the path that led to the Summer Country. Will had told me on the first night we met wandering through the gardens outside the Cloisters that he had taken the path once before, following signs left behind by his beloved Marguerite, who turned out to be my ancestor. The first sign had appeared outside an old church in Paris. The path always changed, Will had told me, but it always started in that church. You just had to wait there for a sign that would tell you where to go next.

  So when, months after Will disappeared, just when I thought I’d gotten over him, an anonymous art buyer sent to my father’s gallery a painting of an old church in Paris, which my father identified as Saint-Julien-le-Pauvre in the Latin Quarter, I knew the painting must have come from Will and that he was asking me to join him on the path to the Summer Country.

  I made my plane reservation right away and booked my room at the Hôtel des Grandes Écoles, the little Latin Quarter pension where my parents had spent their honeymoon. I told my father and friends Jay and Becky that I was going to Paris to research new jewelry designs at the Louvre and in the Museum of Decorative Arts. I read in their eyes how thin the pretext was, but they hadn’t questioned me too deeply. After the events of last fall—a burglary, my father getting shot, me ending up burned and battered in Van Cortlandt Park in the Bronx—they didn’t need to know more to think I could use a couple of weeks away. And what more diverting place to go than Paris?

  If they had known I planned to spend my mornings sitting in a dim, musty church waiting for a sign from my vampire lover, perhaps they would have suggested a month in the Hamptons instead.

  On my seventh morning in the church I had to admit that the old women with their string bags and the old men with their copies of Le Monde were all more likely to receive a sign from the doe-eyed saints on the walls than I was. I slipped out of the quiet church, avoiding the eyes of the black-robed priest, who, after seeing me here for seven mornings in a row, must have wondered, too, what I was looking for, and escaped into the only slightly more salubrious air of the Square Viviani.

  Like the church, the Square Viviani needed something to boast of besides its homeless inhabitants and free Wi-Fi access. For Viviani, it was the oldest tree in Paris, a Robinia pseucacia fabacées planted in 1602 by the botanist Jean Robin, now leaning so perilously toward the walls of Saint-Julien that I found myself worrying that one of these mornings, on which I would no doubt still be sitting here waiting for my sign, the oldest tree in Paris would fall onto the oldest church in Paris and collapse with it, like the two old drunks curled up like nesting spoons on the next bench.

  To keep such an event from happening, the city of Paris has propped the twenty-or-so-foot-tall tree up with a cement girder ingeniously sculpted to look like a tree itself, and the actual tree has been fortified against some blight with an unsightly patch of gray cement, one large enough that I could probably have squeezed into the hole it filled. It made me feel sorry for the tree … or perhaps it’s just that I was feeling sorry for myself.

  To make my self-pity complete, a pigeon landed on my head. I was so startled I let out a yelp and the pigeon flapped indignantly to my feet and squawked at me. It was an unusual one, brown and long-necked, perhaps some indigenous European variety. I looked closer … and the bird winked at me.

  I laughed so loud that I woke up one of the sleeping drunks. She clutched her ancient mackintosh around her scrawny frame, pointed her bent fingers at me, and gummed a slurry of words that I interpreted to mean He foo
led you, didn’t he? Then she put her fingers to her mouth and I realized she was asking for a cigarette.

  I didn’t have a cigarette so I offered her a euro, and she slipped it into an interior pocket of her mac, which I noticed was a Burberry and her only garment. She pointed again to the brown pigeon, who had taken up a commanding pose atop the Robinia pseudoacacia, from which it regarded me dolefully.

  “Amélie,” the woman said.

  I pointed to the pigeon and repeated the name, but she laughed and pointed to herself.

  “Oh, you’re Amélie,” I said, wondering if it was her real name or one she’d taken because of the popular movie with Audrey Tautou.

  “Garet,” I told her, then gave her another euro and got up to go. If I needed a sign to show me that I was spending too much time in the Square Viviani, it was being on a first-name basis with the homeless there.

  I decided to go to the other place I’d frequented this week—a little watch shop in the Marais. The owner, ninety-year-old Horatio Durant, was an old friend of my parents’. On the first day I had visited him, he took me on what he called a horological tour of Paris.

  “They should call Paris the City of Time,” he declared, striding down the rue de Rivoli, his cloud of white hair bobbing like a wind-borne cloud, “instead of the City of Light.” He showed me the enormous train-station clock in the Musée d’Orsay and the modernist clock in the Quartier de l’Horloge composed of a brass-plated knight battling the elements in the shape of savage beasts. He took me to a watch exhibit at the Louvre, then to the Musée des Arts et Métiers to see the astrolabes and sundials, where I fell in love with a timepiece that had belonged to a sixteenth-century astrologer named Cosimo Ruggieri. It had the workings of a watch revealed through a transparent crystal, but its face was divided into years instead of hours. Stars and moons revolved around the perimeter, and inset into a small window, a tree lost its leaves, gained a snowy mantle, sprouted new leaves, and turned to blazing red. I sketched it again and again, making small changes, until I found I had an unbearable itch to cast it into metal. Monsieur Durant told me I was welcome to use his workshop. He lent me not only his tools, but also his expertise with watchmaking. A week later I had almost finished it.

  After I left the park and took the metro to the Marais, I spent a few hours happily etching the last details on the timepiece. I had modified the design by adding a tower topped by an eye with rays coming out of it.

  “That’s an interesting motif,” Monsieur Durant remarked when I showed him the finished piece. “Did you copy it from someplace?”

  “It was on a signet ring I saw once,” I replied, without mentioning that it had been on Will Hughes’s ring. Will had explained that the ring had belonged to my ancestor Marguerite D’Arques. The symbol represented the Watchtower, an ancient order of women pledged to protect the world from evil. Four hundred years ago Will had stolen the ring from Marguerite and left in its place his own swan signet ring, which had subsequently been handed down from mother to daughter until my mother had given it to me when I was sixteen just months before she died.

  “A watchtower for a watch,” Monsieur Durant remarked, squinting at it through his jeweler’s loupe. When he looked up at me, his eye was freakishly magnified and I felt exposed. Did Monsieur Durant know about the Watchtower? But he only smiled and said, “How apropos!”

  After I left Monsieur Durant’s I stopped on the Pont de la Tournelle. As I watched the sun set behind the turrets of Notre Dame, I realized I hadn’t made my evening vigil at Saint-Julien-le-Pauvre. Checking my new watch, which now hung around my neck, I saw that it was almost ten o’clock. The long days of the Paris summer had fooled me. I felt a twinge of guilt then, followed by a pang of grief. I wasn’t going to get a message. If Will had really sent the painting of the church—and even that certitude was fading fast in the limpid evening light—perhaps he had only sent it as a farewell. An apology for betraying my trust and stealing the box. A reminder that he’d needed it to embark on his own quest for mortality. Perhaps it served no more purpose than a postcard sent from a foreign land with the message Wish you were here. It hadn’t been an invitation at all.

  With another pang I recalled another moment by a river. That very first night I had spent with Will we had sat on a parapet above the Hudson and he had told me his history. “When I was a young man,” he had begun, “I was, I am sorry to say, exceedingly vain of my good looks, and exceedingly shallow. So vain and shallow that although many beautiful young women fell in love with me and my father begged me to marry and produce an heir, I would not tie myself to one lest I lose the adulation of the many.”

  I remembered looking at his profile against the night sky and thinking that he might be forgiven a little vanity, but that he had surely gained depth over the centuries.

  But had he?Might I not be just another of those young women who had adored him and whom he had spurned?

  The sun-struck water blurred into a haze of gold light in front of my eyes. I thought it might be one of my ocular migraines, but then I realized it was only my tears blurring my vision.

  He isn’t coming, he isn’t coming. I heard the words chiming inside my head as the bells of Notre Dame began to toll the hour.

  How many disappointed lovers had stood on this bridge and thought those words? How many had leaned a little farther over the stone parapet and given themselves to the river rather than face another day without their beloved?

  Well, not me, I thought, straightening myself up. As I did, I felt the timepiece ticking against my chest like a second heart. I looked at it again, pleased with the work I’d done. The week hadn’t been a total waste. The timepiece would be the basis of a new line of jewelry when I got back to New York. I’d found exactly the inspiration I’d told my friends I’d come here looking for. Could I hate Will for calling me to Paris if this was the result?

  No. The answer was that I couldn’t hate him. But that didn’t mean I had to spend the rest of my vacation sitting in a dark, musty church waiting for him.

  I walked slowly back toward the Square Viviani. I had never tried to go to the church after dark, mostly because of the concerts that were held there at night. Tonight was no exception, but I thought if I waited until after the concertgoers left, I might be able to sneak in. I felt I had to go tonight while my mind was made up. I had to go one last time to say good-bye.

  The concert was still going on when I got there, so I waited in the square for it to finish. At first the square was crowded enough with tourists that I didn’t worry about being safe here at night. This area by the Seine, across the river from Notre Dame, was especially popular with the students who filled the schools on the Left Bank during the summer. I listened to a group of American girls laughing about a man who had approached them outside Notre Dame that day.

  “Was it crazy pigeon man again?” a girl with wavy, brown hair and a dimple in her left cheek asked.

  “No,” a redheaded girl answered. “It was crazy pigeon man’s friend Charlemagne man!”

  “Oh, yeah!” a third girl with black bangs low over her forehead replied. “The one who went on about how Charlemagne was a great man and he founded the schools so we could come here to study art. Don’t you think he’s got Charlemagne mixed up with Napoléon?”

  “I think he’s got more than that mixed up!” the dimpled girl responded.

  I listened to them dissect the crazy ranting of the two street characters—I’d seen them myself in the square in front of Notre Dame—and then go on to talk of the paintings they’d seen at the d’Orsay that day, the eccentricities of their art teacher (“What do you think he means when he says my lines need more voce?”), and the accordion players on the metro (“I like the one at the Cluny stop whose accordion sounds like an organ”), and I thought, how wonderful to be a student in Paris! Why shouldn’t I enjoy myself the way they were, reveling in the whole scene instead of waiting for a sign that wasn’t going to come?

  The girls talked until the one
with the brown, wavy hair looked down at her watch and gasped. “We’re going to miss the midnight curfew if we don’t run!” she said. I was as startled, looking at my watch, as she was by how much time had passed. As they hurriedly left the park, I noticed that all the tourists were evaporating into the night. The last of the concertgoers were hurrying away—all except one tall man in a long overcoat and wide-brimmed hat who’d paused at the gate staring in my direction. Perhaps he was just waiting for someone—or maybe he was a thief waiting for the park to clear out so he could rob me—or worse. Certainly the homeless people wouldn’t be of any help. The ones who were left in the park—Amélie curled up in her raincoat with her companion—were already asleep or passed out.

  I got up to go, my movement startling a pigeon roosting on a Gothic turret. It was the long-necked, brown pigeon. He landed a few feet from me and fixed me with his strangely intelligent eye. Then he fluttered up to the leaning tree, landing on the scarred bark just above the cement gash. His claws skittered for purchase there for a moment. His glossy brown wings gleamed in the streetlight, revealing a layer of iridescent colors—indigo, mauve, and violet—beneath the brown. Across the Seine the bells of Notre Dame began to chime midnight. The pigeon steadied himself and began to peck at the cement. Startled, I noticed he pecked once for each toll of the bells.

  Okay, I thought, someone has trained this bird and is having a laugh at my expense. Could it be that man in the long coat and hat waiting at the gate? But when I glanced over, I couldn’t see the man at the gate anymore. I couldn’t even see the gate. A ring of darkness circled the square that was made up of the shadows of trees, but also something else … some murky substance that wasn’t black but an opalescent blend of indigo, mauve, and violet—the same colors in the pigeon’s wings—a color that seemed to be the essence of the Parisian night.

  As Notre Dame chimed its last note, I looked back at the tree. The gray cement was gone, peeled away like a discarded shell. In its place was a gaping hole, pointed at the top like a high Gothic arch. The brown pigeon stood at the center of the arch staring at me. With a flick of its wing—for all the world like a hand waving me in—he turned and waddled into the vaulted space inside the tree as if going through his own front door. Clearly that’s what the gap in the tree was—a door. But to what?